=poseur poser=

so stupid of me to believe in this one product that suppose to cure my sickness.but then it was to late..
i beleive in it too much that i can't stop using it..its like a drug..i always need it..i always want it..eventhough
it gave damage to me..i keep on using it..i dont believe in any other product..i put all my trust in it,my life,
everything..it hurts me so much when i knw that other people used it too..without my knowledge..i thought that this
product was just only meant to be for
me..i dont want to share it..i want it to be mine..
fully mine..but yet,dream sometimes trick us..it tricked me..i have no hope in it now..that i know it
must be shared..that i know i shudnt put all my trust in it..that i know its damaging me.. i know it sounds troubled
but i think me myself being to possessive..maybe i shackle it too much huh?? why FAMOUS AMOOUS cookies...??why?? i love u soo much
but u keep on running away from me..am i that average for u??am i that stupid??that i dont know how to tolerate with u?hurmm..fine..do as u like..
i wont bother u anymore..im sorry..

haha!!yup!!its all about cookies actually..i went to mines n i bought 100g of choc cookies without nuts but i left it at the counter..(i think..:( )

haha!!

today was ok..xbest tp best..haha!umm ok la kiranye..ada mkn hti jgk..tp tu lah lumrah dunia kan??so whatever..but still..im jz an average girl yg ada feeling so please dont underestimate me ok..
peace yaww!!

ouh2..nak ckp pasal one of my favourite movies.. THE CORPSE BRIDE!! huhu sgt suka ini crita !!. >.<    hahhh.. until then~dedreadfuldudu

THE BEST 'TARIKH' EVER!!!

>.<  huhu yesterday was the best tarikh with ahmad zaki bin ahmad zuber ever!! we went for a movie 'The Red Riding Hood'..tp haha malu gila sbb kteorg awal gle..n msk2 cinema je org penuh n crite dah start..rupenye dorg xhbs movie lg...the receptionist kat luar trslh psg lampu num dorg so kteorg ingt da boleh masuk..malunye..huhu.. n zaki was like "syg sit kita kat atas,naik lg..." pfftt!! kalau naik pon bknnya ada sit nnt syg oii.. :)  

ouhh2,yg priceless nye,we went to eat some sushi..huhu n zaki pg celup kicap bnyk gle..n his face..bahahahahahahahah!!! comell... 

spicy salmon roll.. :9

soft shell crab roll.. yummy!!

lunch at the food junction...beef and squid teppanyaki...

huhu..yup2..i have a big stomach.. >.< tehee.. hahhh.. i love u sooo much ahmad zaki..soo much..tq..for everythng.. xoxo.

well..until then~dudu

home sweet home

yay!!! tgl 48 jam je lg nak blk rumah....xsbrnye...nak brg ats katil...my big comfy bed..hurmmmmhh..huhu n my closet...haihh...tdi paper kimia..paper 2..blh la jwb..nsb baik study..esok cuti..then rabu last paper..(paper 1 je pon..blh kot..) then ptg tuh blk ngn zaki..woot2.. >.< naik kreta pkck mus kdai siswa...huhu...trbang rm200...

ouh2...hri nih nak ckp sal binatang peliharaan idaman dudu... TADAAA!!!!

white sugar glider..pygmy monkey..scottish fold..ferret..and sloath....well most of them are exotic animals...pygmy monkey is the smallest monkey that u can find in the whole universe..(i think..)n they r sooo puny n cute!!! taking care of ferret is the same as u taking care of cat...they r so playful n adorable...(tp sumtimes ada bauu...) so kne pndai jge...sloath plak..well..u dnt have to worry about this animal running away frm u..(sbb slow gle gerakk..haha!)
n lastly.... CHINCHILLA!!! i want this animal since i was a kid...(sbb my dad pon nakk...) ala2 rabbit n kangaroo... mknn sama mcm hamster.. fluffy n lush fur...(so xblh ddk kat tmpt pns or not dia akn soaking wet... >.<)

well..dah xde apa dah nak tulis...RUMAH.. im coming to u.. until then~dudu

darker than black

thats it..im done with u.yes..i don't want to look at u anymore.i don't want to have anything that involving u.i hate u..enough is enough..this ends here.i wasted my precious time jz to be with u n this is how u repay me???with unlogical questions and all??i knw my own credibility but u keep on crossing the border.can't u jz be more easy on me..MATHS?? urghhh...QS026/2...sangat payah. tension!!cam baby kat bwh ni... >_<

  roarrrrr!!!

hurmmm...i miss my old friend sefdm!!! qis...i miss u...nak shopping sesama lagi...mkn big apple berdua je..lpk tpi waterfront..uuuu... miss u unni...

n oppa..i love u..more than any choc cookies in this world..even famous amous pn xsetanding awak..ur sweeter than any candy and better than any cake..ur my sugar baby..tehee.. >.<

 

 nyum2.... :9

my day..my very unlucky and moody day...i hate u..maths.

in my previous post,i do wrote that im going to take the maths exam paper today aite..? well,it s****!!! i cant answer most of the questions...!! eee geram!!! tapi bila pikir2 blk..at least i do know how to answer certain questions..drpd blondie kat luar negara yg xreti nak jwb 2+2 =? pon..n many more mcm gmbr kat bwh nih...huhu loL!! gelak smpai ngs.. :'D

kesian cikgu yg ajar maths tu kan?huhu...


btw,

to ahmad zaki bin ahmad zuber...seriously i am..i do want to be with u and i do need u..but i jz want to be alone for a while..jz for today..nak kna regain blk self-confidence...hurmm....until then~dudu

Factors in choosing a university for further study.

haha..yup..its the question for my essay this morning for WB023/2..english paper 2.. while writing the essay, i suddenly taste a salty fluid in between of my front teeth...at first i jz ignore it then suddenly i realized tht i was sucking it n i was like addicted to it...haha i was to focused on writing my essay that finally found myself bleeding in the mouth..(well i do bite my pen..i cut myself i guess..loL!)

  

 

btw,tomorrow is my maths exam paper...urrrgghhh!!!!

i hate maths..the only thing i can do with maths is how to plus minus my money..(ok im not that stupid,at least i do know how to use Newton-Raphson method...ummm...do i?huhu..) wish me luck btw..

ummm...i miss my family,can't wait to be back home...i love u ma,pa,bang k,bang de,adek n my new family member,matneh..(tinggal stu rumah,kira family member la kan? wait,dia cousin,so he is my family member, la kn??)n i miss my dora too..although he always there beside me but i still miss him...(dia kat seblah buat mke cam kucing...anyonyonyoooo...gatal!!)

ouh ouh ouh!!!! i accidently found this....i want 1!!!!!

yup yup!!! its red n the wedge is printed with comic strip...i can read it while waiting for dora on our date!!haha.... <3 loving this...

well until then..~dudu

 

greetings my fellow..err reader(s) :D

hello there world!! 1st, im not a blogger.2nd, i dnt know how to blog.3rd,i dnt even knw why i created one.last but nt least,i do want to blog.so thts it.. hehehhh..bye!until then~dudu.