D-day

lgi 2 hri je result nk kluar dah..fever dah hlg..jz flu je blom...umm..sgt takut untuk tnggu result itu nnt..this coming 23 abg k msk uitm dah..asasi kejuruteraan...the golden child in our family..the precious one..im so proud of u abg k...but this past few weeks is all about u...u grab all the attentions..(yes,i envy u..) but its ok u deserve it..CONGRATULATIONS!!!   now...what im hoping is some miracles to fall upon me..i need something to hold me and support me while leading me to a better way..something that can give me the strength..the courage..to get up and step forward..from a small pace to large leap..hahhh...i don't know how to express my feeling ryte now..it's complicated sbb it's like kalau bgtahu mati n kalau xbgtahu pon mati..lbh kurg mcm tu lah..so better ignore je...because ignoring is another way of caring...until then~hoping for miracles